Posted by Karen_kay on February 10, 2004, at 11:20:02
In reply to Re: Open Thoughts Forum, posted by Elle2021 on February 10, 2004, at 0:30:51
I'm so proud of you!!! I's SOOO very out of it at this point that I've taken several tests and turned in several projects.... I'm quite sure I've done super fantastic on them, however I can't recall anything aobut the material... SOOOO, I may have to talk to my pdoc, or my dick of a therapist is going to do it for me... He talked to me today about transfering me out. He actually basically gave me an ultimatum. Either I start thinking aobut my father and the sexual abuse for an hour a day and start working more on that and talking less about Bubba, or he is going to transfer me out. I actually had tears in my eyes. I said, "fine, transfer me out. I don't care." And I don't.... I'm tired of men trying to run my life. And I'm tired of ultimatums. And I'm tired of being misunderstood. I finally told him I focus on him because I don't think I could do any better than my current boyfriend. And he said, "Well, why didn't you say that sooner?" I said, "Because I thought you could read my mind." I wasn't lying either.... Guess he's not superman... There's no such thing as love, is there? I gave up on that crap long ago. I thought that through therapy I could learn that someone could listen to you and accept you, ect.... It's all just bull... He keeps talking aobut group therapy, that I could be his "assistant." What?? I'll be no man's assistant, and I won't talk about my father in front of a bunch of people. That's stupid to suggest.
I'll be fine. Just had a bad session. I hate it when someone suggests I'm not working hard enough. Especially when I know it's the truth. But still, to tell me you'll transfer me out if I don't work harder>??????????????????? What a dick!
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