Posted by galkeepinon on October 7, 2003, at 3:04:40
In reply to Krissy? Gal? Leaping TalL? , posted by gabbix2 on October 7, 2003, at 2:19:36
>>>>You said the reason you faked the suicide attempt was to see if people truly cared. That sounds like something people can empathize with. Its a great line. The problem is it doesn't mesh with the facts.
The facts were that I was suicidal, the wrong was when I faked it. I'm sorry.
>>>>You didn't add that you faked suicide attempts four times.
I recall 2x
>>>>We proved that we cared four times (well admittedly some of us, only three) and yet you came came back and called us losers and suckers for falling for your ruse.
I'm sorry for calling you names~it was childish, AND hurtful, I know.
>>>>You threatened people on this board, and over email, and when you no longer could do it here you continued on Jay's board. This was no short burst of rage.
>>>>You're right, it lingered on to jay's board for about 3 weeks, but what threats did I make, can you clarify that for me? I know I was threatened by Nikki that my computer would be hacked into, and from recent posters at Administration, she knows her computers. THAT was a threat.
>>>>Did you really think 2 or three months of happy face emoticons could erase all this?
Did I say it would? My style of writing includes emoticons to everyone.
>>>>Now, you've reopened it all. If you truly wanted to make amends why not begin elsewhere?
**because this is where the people are that I need to make amends to~think about it.
>>>>Instead you've reawakened the memories of anyone whose lost someone to suicide been stalked on the internet, and the disruption and grief you caused on the board.
That was not my intent and I'm sorry that you perceive it that way. I never said I was perfect.
>>>>I don't see why you feel you had to come back here to support, as don't seem that interested in making amends to those you hurt the most.
I'm just about ready to make my amends to those I KNOW where involved...watch...
>>>>You were sarcastic with Chicklet as soon as she said it was your actions that caused the problems.
Um, sarcastic? I believe you may want to re-read the post and the words that were written by the other poster.
>>>>>Why the sarcasm? Why the smugness? You of ALL people!
Yes, I am a human being, not perfect, and I make mistakes, and I am making amends.
>>>>Was it not your actions that caused the problem?
Of course it was my actions that caused the problem, I have posted that admittance.
>>>>Well, you certainly have managed to draw a great deal of attention to yourself once again,
while those who were victimized by you, Jyl and NickT2, being but two examples, are being virtually ignored.I posted direct amends to both jyl and Nikki, again, you might want to read some posts over on Administration.
>>>>They've done nothing wrong, and have long contributed to this board. That I think is one of the worst things to happen out of this. You get the attention on way or another don't you?
I'm not here to get attention, I can get that from my puppy. I've psoted many times why I am here and my posts prove it.
>>>>Contrary to your claims you are set on doing what you want.
I'm doing what is right and honest.
>>>>Actions speak louder than words.
Yup, they sure do...
>>>>The problem is not that you lied, its that from now on I can no longer believe you.
You have that right, you know that, and that is your choice, I understand everything you are saying and I'm sorry that you were affected by my actions~no excuses.
I wish you the best always, whether you believe it or not.
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