Posted by KimberlyDi on September 29, 2003, at 9:25:58
I had to leave my husband, for the last time. He has anger management problems and never takes his Paxil like he's supposed to. And when he doesn't, he doesn't love me. My husband only loves me on anti-depressants. It was SO HARD to say goodbye to his 4-year-old girl. I've been doing NOTHING but crying. I went back to my house, which has been abandoned since my last renter was $1,800 behind. The grass/weeds are up to my waist, there's no power back on yet, and my 2 pomeranian puppies and myself spent the night there. No lights, no furniture. And the last renter (I think) has been doing stuff to the outside of the house, like super-gluing the doors closed and knocking my mailbox over. I had to leave 2 windows cracked (no fence yet) when I went to work so my puppies could get fresh air in the house. I'm so scared he's going to poison them or steal them. I couldn't handle that right now. Life HURTS. I work with the soon-to-be-ex and he keeps sending me messages. Mean messages. I'm tired tired tired.
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