Posted by Susan J on September 5, 2003, at 12:55:43
I am really, REALLY tired of being depressed. It's been bad for a year and a half, now. I go to therapy, I take meds, I go to med docs and pdocs. I make my life simple and get away from bad people. I have good friends.
But I'm still depressed. Sometimes, as I'm sure most of you know, it's just horrible. I am really, REALLY sick of doing everything I know how to do to make it better....why won't it go away?
The "helpless" feeling I have over my own MIND really doesn't help depression, ya know?
Anyway, I've been up here alone in Canada for 2 weeks. It's been horrible/OK/great/bad/OK....
but now I'm ready to go home. It's an 11 hour drive, and I'm worried I'll crash and die or something....and this is "so" not anything I used to worry about. I LOVE road trips like this...
What else can I do to make it go away....??? Please, someone, tell me that it will get better, cuz most of the time, now, I just don't know....
Susan
poster:Susan J
thread:257298
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