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Re: Yesac-ster lil' jimi

Posted by yesac on August 18, 2003, at 16:04:13

In reply to Yesac-ster, posted by lil' jimi on August 18, 2003, at 3:17:52

Hey Jim,

Thanks for thinking of me! I have backed off of PB a bit lately. I'm not sure why. I think I was just spending too much time on here or something. Plus, depression causes inexplicable feelings sometimes... well, I don't know, I can't explain it really. But it seems to upset me to come on here too much, I guess.

Hope you weren't late for work today. I came in 2 hours late because I went to get my fan fixed in my car, and they said they wouldn't be done until late in the day, but I needed my car to go to work, so I didn't get it done. But I just felt like the whole thing was a waste of time and it annoyed me because now I have to go back another day.

I'm not always offline all weekend. Sometimes I go to the library or come in to work, or other places I can get online. Just depends. Sometimes I go online but don't check pbab.

My weekend was actually pretty decent. Today I feel depressed again, though. I think the depression is centered right now for me on my fear-of-all-fears of not getting into grad school, to which I have not even applied yet. But that's on my mind all the time, and with my current state of feeling like I'm wasting all this time and not doing anything, the fear resurfaces. I think I should be doing more to enhance my application, but instead I sit around all night every night and watch stupid tv shows and wallow in depression.

So, there you have it! The story of my woe's (well, some of them)...

Sorry that Erika was such a disappointment for you, and you had to deal with all that sunshine again!


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