Posted by trucker on July 27, 2003, at 1:12:52
In reply to Re: Fetal position. » trucker, posted by fallsfall on July 26, 2003, at 23:07:20
> Oh, my God, Trucker. I am so sorry. That must have been devastating.
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after such an experience there is a new you that emerges. don't deprive yourself of the love of a child, adopt if you can. its been alittle over four years and it still hurts, my heart is heavy. arms are empty, i hate to hear about aborters or mothers who drown there babies. the first two and a half years i know occured but they are a blur... i only remember greiving. see i got off the road and had great expectaions for our future, only to be robbed. now i think of it always, ya know the future that almost was. my only child and now i am 40 and extremly over weight due to depression, not a good way to try to conceive.
i look at it this way some days...LIFE WHAT A DIRTY FOUR LETTER WORD. THATS WHAT THEY SAY WHEN IT OCCURS, AND NO REASON CAN BE FOUND. SOMETIMES ITS JUST "LIFE"
TRUCKER
THIS FETAL POSITION YOU SPEAK OF, I KNOW TOO WELL, THATS THE WAY I CRIED OVER MY LOSS, NO THUMB HOWEVER... 2 1/2 YEARS
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