Posted by Gabbix2 on July 5, 2003, at 15:53:59
In reply to Re: OK, what the heck is going on here??? » Gabbix2, posted by galkeepinon on July 5, 2003, at 0:09:19
After I posted that, I thought it was way too depressing, but then I should know better, its not as if constantly writing cheery things is going to make us happy right? If only it were as easy as those damn "smile" cards Penny was talking about.
I think anything is manageable when you can see an end but when you don't, or you don't know what the next *surprise* is going to be, its wearing beyond belief.
I admire anyone with kids and depression who copes. I used to be noted for my patience. But
god, one too many poverty ridden hot summers
trying to teach my G.P the A.B.C's of antidepressents (Its impossible to gain more than 5 lbs from zyprexa dontcha know?") and thats not nearly the stupidest thing he's said. I'm not permitted to change Dr's.I was opening a can of cat food for my cat yesterday with a can opener that literally gives me a blood blister on my thumb (really) its so hard to use, and my cat was howling at my feet as he's always done, and I just about smacked him.
It may not be a big deal but its NOT ME..
I sat down in the kitchen with a can opener in my hand crying, looking like a t.v movie of the week waiting for what?
Things to get better? How?
I thought my gosh, how do people with children do it?Oh gosh this started as a thank you and ended as another spiel, I'm sorry, I guess I'm not doing so well, I think I'll submit though I guess it needed to get out.
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