Posted by tina on July 3, 2003, at 21:18:50
I have no friends. I count on my internet "connections" to help me through the days but lately I've been feeling so alone. I don't get replies to my emails. I don't blame them. I hope they are out having fun and enjoying life. I just feel abandoned, like I've done something wrong. I have work but my co-workers aren't friends. I can't talk to them about 'stuff' I can only be cheerful and fun around them or I'm afraid they won't like me or label me the whiner. It's so hard being so dependent on strangers or people who live so far away that I only see in black and white on a computer screen. Why don't I have any friends here, where I live? I can't stand the aloneness. Husband gone, he was my friend, not just my husband and now we can't even be in the same square mile together. For 17 years we have been eachother's best friends to the exclusion of everyone else. He, however, has friends to lean on. He has my own brother among others. I'm alone. I'll always be alone.
somebody please talk to me. Remind me that I am still alive and that I matter.
poster:tina
thread:239086
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