Posted by lil' jimi on June 27, 2003, at 12:26:52
In reply to did she just vanish from PB?, posted by yesac on June 27, 2003, at 11:39:25
hi yesac,
> ...or did she at some point announce she was leaving? Isn't it possible that she is taking a break and could come back? I did that.
"vanish"?
not really.
"announce"?
no.
and
"possible.."?
yes.
i'm glad you came back ... i only hope she does ...i so fear divulging anymore because with this passage of time ... ... and with no response ... ... it seems more and more likely that i have provoked things for the worse ... ... i am very sad about this ....
.... ... i have asked for forgiveness and nothing yet .. ... .. at this point i'm praying she doesn't hate me ....
... ... ever have one of those really nerdy little suck ups in your class in like elementary school , who always wants to impress the teacher ... and when the teacher asks the class a question during a lesson, they are trying to reach for the sky raising their hand to ingratiate the teacher's attention because they want to show off that they know the answer ... because they have their desparate need to please...??
... ... ... THAT'S ME!!
noa innocently asked .. ...
... i knew the answer ...
.... AND I COULDN'T KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT !!!!.
.......AND I COULDN'T STOP MY SELF !!!!and now i am so sorry .... .... i was so stupid!
.... .... i miss lee-lee so much and now it's my fault ...sorry i sound so pathetic
i just pray she comes back ... ... but i know she is safe ... ... i just don't want ... ... ... ...i just want her to be okay ... ... and happy ... even if she doesn't want to forgive me ...
i'm so sorry
~ jim
poster:lil' jimi
thread:237048
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20030626/msgs/237515.html