Posted by zenhussy on June 2, 2003, at 3:55:13
In reply to Re: ....that's all I can offer » zenhussy, posted by ST on June 1, 2003, at 5:35:18
> I'm glad you're finding support here. I come back here every so often, like when I'm down or when I'm switching meds...I refuse to believe we have to live half a life because of our "wiring". What kind of work do you do? Do you enjoy it? What are you passionate about and is there enough of it in your life?
> STMy work is jane of all trades mistress of none. I do not for the most part enjoy how I acquire money to live on. But life/the universe has thrown UNF'ING real wild stuff into my family's life in the past month. My work will come to an end as I go to tend to a family member on the mend.
Passion? I used to have passion about creating metal. I used to make things. I used to hammer and cut and twist and shape and used my creativity........alas I am not able to have full access to that part of my brain as of yet. Hopefully soon.
At least music is speaking to me again and I'm drinking it up hungirily. Listening and singing my lungs out. Everything. In the car. In the house. The poor dog is disliking my sudden new noisemaking but tough nuts to the hound.
There isn't enough passion in my life but I do have hope and love so I could be worse off I guess.
Thanks for your thought provoking post.
zenhussy up way way too late to be doing the job she has to do tomorrow but at least I only have four or five days tops left due to emergency family leave so I'm already not there ; )
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