Posted by tina on April 23, 2003, at 8:13:04
In reply to Re: Ummmm...... » leeran, posted by Dinah on April 22, 2003, at 19:58:36
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> I rarely had more than one date, because it extended to kissing as well. Feelings of suffocation, urges to flee. And I don't like to be touched. Except holding non-moving touches.
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> I can overcome it with a combination of a smidge of alchohol and a lot of dissociation. But it takes plenty of warning for that to work.
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Hi Dinah
This sounds just like what happens to me. Urges to flee, discomfort, just wanting to get away from it. I was sexually abused though. Could it be a part of your upbringing? WAs it looked on as naughty or not talked about in your house when you were younger? Sometimes a parental aversion causes the children to have aversion even when there isn't an abuse history.
just a ramble
take care
tina
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