Posted by sienna on March 18, 2003, at 19:03:06
In reply to Re: can anyone help me find whats real? triggering, posted by daizy on March 18, 2003, at 14:35:44
that make sense to me.
I saw my pdoc and social worker today. Wow i must be a mess i have to do a IOP program its intensive outpatient have to go there 4 days a week. i told them i have school during some of that timeand which should i do and they said IOP. they say im having a meltdown.
like butter i guess. i now im falling apart but i guess i dont know really how to fix it maybe they do know how to fix it. they are really nice to me but i think they are mad at me i feel like its my fault that im not getting better but i was getting better then i got worse.
i dont know. they let me read my chart though cuz i wanted to read it. it says they think i may be have to go on disability permanently. and that i have poor reality testing and am in denial.
i don tknow. i dont know its only for two weeks this program. oh they increased my meds and added depakote. i hope that it works.
i hop eyou are doing ok daizy. i love your name.