Posted by tina on February 1, 2003, at 15:19:10
In reply to Re: t » tina, posted by justyourlaugh on January 31, 2003, at 17:54:55
I feel like I'm wasting away too jyl. I feel like my whole existence on this planet has been one big waste.
I'd like to feel a part of things but I don't and don't expect to. I am convinced I'll feel like this forever so expectations are very very low.
Plus, if I do have a not bad kind of day, I always KNOW that it'll get back to crap almost immediately so I'd rather not have the not bad moments, you know? Seems easier to just stay at a constant low level rather than feeling ok knowing that going back into the pit is a surety.
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