I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie.

Posted by Dinah on October 11, 2002, at 19:43:26

And not very well either. I feel like I've shut completely down, and just left a shell to walk through the day. What I did an hour ago seems a like it never happened or happened years ago, if I even am prodded into remembering it at all. Entire days this week are blank. And I feel so distant from everything. I can have whole conversations that I instantly forget. Time has no meaning. There is just now and what has been and what has not been yet.
Artificial construct. :) Funny. That word just came on the TV and it is perfect for how I feel. And the really ironic part is that I'll look at this post in a short while, and wonder that I wrote it.
I think I might be tired.

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I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. Dinah 10/11/02
Re: I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. » Dinah Ginjoint 10/11/02
Re: I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. » Ginjoint Dinah 10/11/02
Re: I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. » Dinah Eddie Sylvano 10/14/02
Re: I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. » Eddie Sylvano Dinah 10/15/02
Re: I feel like I'm playing myself in a movie. » Dinah Phil 10/15/02
Re: LOL » Phil Dinah 10/15/02

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