Posted by Gabbi on July 30, 2002, at 13:51:36
In reply to Re: My word that was a tad harsh Dinah.., posted by Gabbi on July 30, 2002, at 13:34:01
I just read the post about your father, it used to be both my parents, now, its my mother. She's the only person who makes me angry enough to injure myself.
I turn the anger inward too. I'm sickened by the fact that at my age I'm dependant on them again, and of course because I admit I have a problem anything that she doesn't like is caused by me. I can't get angry at her, or even prove her wrong, there would be no point because then she will do something like "decide not to pick up my medication"
The frustration the powerlessness, I just don't know what to with it, and the only release I get is from cutting. And ranting...
More Calvin and Hobbes WisdomAfter tearfully burying the little racoon he'd befriended, Calvin said
"Well I guess even though I'm sad Rocky died, I should be happy that I knew him for a little while" then...
"Geez, what a stupid world"
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