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Tina, Dinah, I was ready to holler S.O.S

Posted by Gabbi on July 14, 2002, at 1:47:47

In reply to Hey Gabbi, How U doin?, posted by tina on July 14, 2002, at 0:15:01

the only reason I came on tonight was to Holler "Help" I'm sinking into that other dimension of terror hopeless and abandonment so commonly called the "Black Hole"

Bless you Both I think you might have prevented the fall. Tina I am sooo glad you went out and had fun-- Go girl. Have a drink for me next time.
Geez.It has been a long time since I've had fun... waaah..

Geez its been so long since I've combed my hair.

A serious question about the Benzo's... I know there are ways to kind of bring yourself out of that "gee I hate that I'm not Jeanette Winterson' kind of down.
But when you are in the "pit" it (they) are my only way through it..and its still no fun. and it seems I'm not alone..

I'm just freaked about everything y'know the can't cry, can't concentrate,can't even punctuate. I will just pace and shake. I've got an APPt with my Pdoc...A GOOD one, the only one I will ever let near my brain chemistry again (another story)
But its in two weeks. I've got enough Klonopin to take about 2mgs total per day until then, but I know sometimes that can make depression worse, but Its that or...a fight not to exit.
Yup I know its temporary, but funny thing depression >> You can know all about whats happening, and it really doesn't change a thing when you crash. Its so weird to be able to talk about it so sanely(relatively speaking) when your head is nuts.

I know some stuff can prevent a recurrence (maybe.) Yoga, chamomile, excercise.
But if I'm in the pit My brain chuckles at me. "What you give me klonopin and now yer tryin to fix me with flowers.hahaha STUPID!

Gee I'm just a barrel of fun. Are you sorry that you asked How I am, I do go on...

Thanks (such an understatement that thanks word..for averting a sink into the abyss. Your timing was supernatural.
Till we speak again, Have fun..I hear its fun.
Uh dear time for Gabbi to put herself to sleep.

Or is it *Princess* Dinah who gets to sleep tonight?
I take that back, whoa, you might never de-brink me again. Love Gabbi


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