Posted by paxvox on June 30, 2002, at 16:27:28
OK, if you know that part of Hemingway, maybe you really DO know the Paxmeister!
As the Mouse Woman would attest, I am a creature of habit, AKA OCD. So, I have two weeks of vacation! Most of you would say "Oh joy!!!", but for me, it is, ironically, a bother.
Why do I feel like this when I get out of my "routine"? It IS this routine that helps me maintain a main-stream existance in life. W/O it, I flounder, am subject to panic attacks and depersonalization. Wierd, huh?
Anywho.....off I go. I will wake at 5:30 AM every day and feel guilty for not getting out of bed. I will try to stay up past 10:30 W/O slipping into a "zone". I won't want to eat or excersise because I will have gotten out of my pattern.
Is this too much or what? Anyone else this crazy? It's only a bleeding vacation!
Help me MightyMouse!!!!!!!!!!
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