Posted by Angel Girl on May 26, 2002, at 22:00:39
In reply to Re: Can anybody see me??? » Angel Girl, posted by mair on May 26, 2002, at 16:05:33
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> What are your living sircumstances? Are you living alone? Do you have family or friends nearby? How about co-workers?
>I live alone. I have family near me but their 'concern' is suffocating me. I have no friends other than on the net and most of them have left me because of my depression. I haven't been to work in a month.
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> That's probably more appearance than reality. New people come on all the time and I think are enveloped pretty quickly if they have the desire to stay around and figure us out. Others come and go rather quickly and lots of "old timers" come on only sporadically.
>I'm not sure, you may be right, but I really feel like I'm an outsider here.
> It sounds like your inner resources are rather depleted. (this is a favorite expression of my therapist) Why don't you fill us in a bit more about what's going on with you. I'm sorry if I haven't been paying more attention, but I try to ration my time here and the amount of posting I do, sometimes more successfully than others. We all do a little better when we can address concrete issues. Whatever your circumstances, I'm absolutely sure that the "unloved" "unwanted" perception is a distortion. (another favorite therapist word) You tried the other day to reach out to Katt which obviously means you're able to care about others. What goes around, comes around.
>You're right about my inner resources. I have nothing left inside me. I'm empty. I feel pain, my pain, everybody else's pain. I'm not sure what you want to know about me, there's not much of me to know.
> Please keep posting. I have a date with the new "Star Wars" movie pretty soon so I probably can't get back to you in awhile but I'm sure others will jump in.
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> Mair
I hope you enjoyed your movie but as you can see nobody else jumped in.It seems this board is more about fighting about religion lately than offering support. :(
Angel Girl
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