Posted by Gracie2 on February 26, 2002, at 17:27:46
In reply to Re: riding the turnip truck, posted by sar on February 26, 2002, at 14:33:03
Don't call yourself a prostitute. Although you accepted money to watch him masturbate, I assume you did not join in. The problem here is that this man is slowly breaking down your defenses in the time-honored fashion of a real pimp. Once you cross a certain boundary - like watching this sleeze jerk off - he will be certain to keep pushing you even farther; maybe a little kissing at first, followed by some groping, and the money incentive may be enough to make you override your morals completely in the end. You could end up having sex with him, then his friends, then his dog, or God knows what.
I understand what it is like to be poor and desperate for money, I really do. Once I spent an entire week living on just a box of Bisquik, sleeping in my winter coat and cooking on a hotplate because the gas had been turned off.
But surely you want to survive with your self-esteem intact. You should tell this man, in no uncertain terms, that you wish to keep your relationship with him strictly professional. Be polite but firm. As a young woman, you deserve much better than a 60-year-old married man.
If worse comes to worse and you do have sex with this person, please use protection. In fact, I would insist that he wears two condoms. Otherwise you may be risking pregnancy (and let's see how long this generous person would stick around if you became pregnant), along with a host of STDs -
AIDS, herpes, syphilis, genital warts, and creepy-crawlies like crabs or lice. Besides, there is always the danger of being discovered by an armed and furious wife. Hell hath no fury....
Be careful. Be smart.