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oyee...in need of some feedback again...please

Posted by alley on February 8, 2002, at 21:25:02

well...tonight i took the liberty of cutting my rist..yes suicide free me since one year as of one month from today decided after a fight with her boyfriend that she couldnt take it anymore and wanted to see how much she could bleed...well anyway...thats not what im getting at...i need some input about other gunk pertaining to that...well considering im only 17...my parents had to take me to the hospital..considering my boyfriend called my parents line and told them my line was busy and he couldnt get through so of course my parents had to come and try to knock my door down to see what was happening to me...well anyway with all that said and done they couldnt do that the next thing i know theres a police man above me and hes asking me ten thousand questions and asking me if i mind going to the local hospital.
well while there it was decided that either i have two options...i can be hospitalized...something i have never been before....or agree to see a new therapist and cooperate at LEAST once a week if not more....
well heres the situation...i hate school...reason being i hate large amounts of people...i am a senior this year and because of this they took me out of my saftey net classes...stupid school policy should realize that people have special needs for reasons but then again thats why they have special needs...because its people like them that cant meet up to them..but anyhow...so im in these classes with like 20-30 kids..and thats kind of hectic for me..and as ive posted before im in a MAJORLY hectic relationship with my boyfriend so im thinking maybe its a good idea to get hospitalized to get some time away from all this and have a time out and at the same time meet some new people who are going through the same types of things as me....but then theres option number two...which is sort of impratical...i mean i see my p-doc once a month...i cant seem to stick to a therapist...for reasons i cant seem to explain to myself...well anyway...i kinda dont know what to do and my parents and the doctor that saw me before i left the hospital tonight made me promise to tell my boyfriend that i would tell him i would take time away from him...but i dont know how to tell him that...and im soo afraid to be the one to do that after all weve been through especially in a time like this...well i really hope someone can help give some feedback or input even though thats basically the same thing and im sorry i rambeled so long but it kind of felt good to do that considering this is psychosocialbabble and all and i did pretty much babble my way out of that gut uckky feeling i was just feeling...well thanks...

8o)


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