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Re: Kristi?? Are you doing okay? » Glenn Fagelson

Posted by Kristi on November 26, 2001, at 20:59:53

In reply to Re: Kristi?? Are you doing okay? » Kristi, posted by Glenn Fagelson on November 26, 2001, at 20:16:15


Glenn,
I'm not really sure what's wrong with my computer, a friend of mine is supposed to come and check it out... but we can't seem to get our schedules to jive. I'm pretty sure it's the modem.

I'm not sure what is wrong with my heart. What the doctor suspects right now is that their is either a blood clot or an infection on the valve entering the heart. This test will be sent to a cardiologist, then to my doc... then I should hear something. Hopefully by the end of the week.

Hmmm...... eccentric relatives. Know all about that. Sorry you were uncomfortable. Yeah, my grandparents raised me until I was 9... then my dad got custody of us. He didn't really want us... he admits that rather freely... but my mom got out of a hospital and wanted us... so he kind of fought her just out of spite....cuz he knew he'd win. Neat guy... :-) My mother was hospitalized(for trying to kill herself and my dad) when I was 2.... then my father sent us to my grandparents...... long story but you get the picture.

I'm just looking forward to the end of decemeber because all my tests will be done..... and hopefully things can be fixed! I just hate the not knowing part. The tests aren't interfering with work... I just have to schedule them around my schedule, which so far is working out ok.

That was a great adjective for the chargers. Seductive. I like it! They were/are fun to watch this year. I guess I kind of feel that way about Penn st..... they started out awful but ended up fantastic.

Are you working right now? I know what you mean about hybernating. I don't do anything anymore. I work and come home and........ and, hybernate. It seems the only time I leave the house is to go to the doctors. Gosh, that sounds pathetic..

I know you know all the story about me..... and what happened.... and my "deformaty"..... today at the doctor's freaked me out. The echo tech was male.... and for him to see me just about devasted me. Just when I think I'm accepting things. I wanted to ask questions as he was taking the ultrasound, but I had this lump in my throat so bad that if I openend my mouth I would start bawling. God, I hope someday I can get thru this.

Your a man... let me get your perspective. Could you fall in love with someone who basically had next to nothing deformed breasts? I just know I'll be alone the rest of my life. I can't even let a doctor see me. I'm sorry..... I usually don't like to sound like that, I just want to give up and forget about all this. I guess we all go thru that...... there seem to be many people contemplating suicide lately. There just doesn't seem to ever be anything to look forward to, ya know? It's so sad that so many of us fight to just make it thru the day.

So... let me ask you, what do you do when you hybernate? I know you like to cook, that's about all I know....

That's it for now...... my novel over. :-) Take good care Glenn, and thank you for caring. Your one of the good ones. :-) Kristi


> > Hi Glenn!
> > Hi Kristi,
> > No, I didn't get your e-mails. I haven't been able to check my aol account in a while. When I get on here, it's on a friends computer at work. One of these days I'll get my running again. It's an easy problem, I just keep putting it off.
>
What exactly is wrong with you > I'm ok.. thanks for checking. I just had an ECHO this morning. Boy, I know why they are worried, my heart really sounds bizzare. Oh well, I'm no stranger to medical problems.
>
> I am concerned about you; I really am. What is wrong with your heart? What do they think it is? No, that's for sure...you are no stranger to medical problems. I feel bad for you right now.
> >
> > How was your thanksgiving? Were you able to celebrate with family? I worked a 15 hour shift.. I like to pitch in and help on holidays, and let the one's with family have time off. I'm not used to celebrating holidays anyway... we never did growing up, except.. oh yeah.. my fathers birthday. :-)
>
> I had a low-key Thanksgiving dinner with my parents and my Uncle; my Uncle is a bit eccentric and I felt rather uncomfortable around him Thurs. night. Didn't you tell me that you were raised by
> your grandmother? If so, what happen to your parents? (I ask a lot of questions, don't I?)
> >
> > I have an upcoming week of just tests tests tests and more tests. All kind of ultrasounds, blood work, etc. I just can't wait until the end of december.
>
> Will all of your tests interfere with work? What happens at the end of December?
> >
> > So how are you? Are you feeling any better? How bout them chargers?
>
> I am doing pretty good; I feel like hibernating most of the time, but I am fighting it. I may need a slight adjustment in my meds.
> Yes, how bout those Chargers? Are they somethun?
> They are a very seductive football team; they get me
> going and then they fall apart. Oh well, I'm used
> to it. How did your college teams do this past weekend; I didn't follow any sports this past weekend. I know that Tennessee and Penn State won the weekend before last. Well, I'm going to scoot; I have to go and make dinner. Hang in there, Kristi; I know that this is a very tough time for you, but I have confidence that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I will continue to keep you in my prayers.
>
> Take care,
> Glenn
>
>
>
> >
> > You take care kiddo,
> > Kristi


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