Posted by Anna Laura on October 20, 2001, at 2:03:59
In reply to Re: Precipitating suicide? » Anna Laura, posted by paxvox on October 19, 2001, at 12:20:33
Hi Guys
Thanks for having shared your personal experience; i've been depressed for eleven years so far: ups and downs, moods improved but somehow feeling less lively as years go by: i absolutely hate it; i can stand depression and mind torture but i absolutely hate apathy: it's like being dead.
Yesterday while surfing on the net i bumped in to an article about major depression with psychotic features (the mood incogruent type, which i had): they said it had a poor prognosis in the lung run: i got very paranoid about that and by lunch time i got very pessimistic about my life (i'll never recover, i'll never get back to College, i'm a failure and things like that). Thought about suicide but felt trapped because of the dread of hell; having a feed-back on this subject somehow helped to get part of this burden off my shoulders.
Thanks guys
Love,Anna Laura
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