Posted by mair on October 10, 2001, at 10:49:15
In reply to I feel the same way ..., posted by juliedealer on October 10, 2001, at 9:21:55
> Sar - maybe it's the fact that I'm about twice your age, I think, that makes me want to mother you every time I read your posts. Kristi's right - beneath the veneer of quiet misery, you really are pretty grounded, and much too valuable to all of us here for you to even think about leaving.
Unfortunately, I know all too much exactly what you're describing. I've gone from basically deciding that I should kill myself, to making long range plans all pretty much in the same thought sequence. And the irony does occur to me, like "why are you thinking about next month when you're not going to be here." Sounds like you do need a meds adjustment. It sounds like you also need to keep going to the mall.