Posted by sar on September 6, 2001, at 9:04:04
In reply to you are welcome » sar, posted by Willow on September 6, 2001, at 8:42:57
i hope you get your computer in order, because i think your posts are the cat's meow...
how is my work? well, i was just about to post a new thread about that, but i think i'll just say it here: i'm dealing with alot of weird emotionalism at work. i've been on prozac/klonopin for a few months now...when someone says something funny, i can't stop laughing. sometimes i pick up the phone to answer it and have to hand it off to a co-worker because i'm in a fit of giggles.
then i do stupid things like drinking before or at work, or on my break. I've twice been put on "final written warning" and both times burst into tears that quickly turned into sobs that would not stop...it's not like my job is my career, i earn just a bit over minimum wage, but it just really upset me that they know what a freak i am (having been hospitalized twice over the summer and having alcohol on my breath alot).
so at work i'm either walking around guffawing to myself or hidden in the bathroom or back office sobbing (more the former than the latter, but still--). i can't keep my cool at all. i've been very socialable and complimented by customers, invited out lots by co-workers, but they all know i'm fuct so i feel like a real weirdo...plus i can't control the laughter or the tears. i'm an exploding volcano of spontaneous giggles and tears 24 hrs/day.