depression and crushes

Posted by sar on August 19, 2001, at 1:21:11

is it worth it? i'm so scared. last night a flirty year-long friend and i were intimate--he drove nearly 300 miles to see me--in a little red sports car. very sixteen-candlesesque. he seems to like me, but i'm so fucking frightened of exerting energy on possible love. he's very sociable and flirtatious so i can't figure out if i'm some fling or if he's meaningful. i like him a lot and i am scared. he knows of my mood disorders, not in detail, and he knows alot about me--but i just feel so *vulnerable* right now that i'm terrified of being hurt. can depression and new love ever jive? (my meds are working well, but i'm still *extremely* sensitive to (perceived or real) rejection)
thanks,
sar

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