Posted by sar on August 23, 2001, at 17:29:53
In reply to Re: poetry and accidents, posted by kid_A on August 22, 2001, at 11:27:01
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> > is it a local cd or could i eventually see it in a store?
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> it will be national and should be in a good many stores... virgin, tower, wal-mart even i think...!!! can you tell us what cd it is, or would that be too compromising to your anonymity?
> try vodka + red bull... its like you are a little wired + drunk... somewhat popular drink at the bars/clubs down here.... nowhere near the same sensation as doing a line and knocking back a vodka/tonic but what can you do...
i did have some vodka + red bulls at a bar a few weeks ago with an old friend from high school. we ended up hopping a fence to sit and chat, and then i went skinnydipping. i approve of vodka + red bull.
> same here, i need to be in a certain mood, that self destruction blues kind of mode, but i just do it and i dont even see it coming... the next thing i know im about to pass out... im trying to curb that as much as possible... id rather be able to walk around, and walk home then be completely obliterated... but promises promises...
i know, promises promises! sometimes before i go out i make specific promises to myself not to become too crazy, or i'll not shave my legs to avoid coming on to someone! i often promise myself i won't dance, but then i do...very drunkenly...poorly...
> yes, i need the same things, i connect w/ people most who are like me, scene makers... really, a friend and i both are crazy, but when we are together, its like crazy x 10... we encourage each other i think... i guess i want to live my life, rather than be quietly desperate... as for the humor of self introspection, yes, the tragic parts of my life are so achingly futile as to be rendered laughable... right out of a movie... my sister tells me my life seems straight out of one...i'm the same way. i've got a codeword for it: CFN. Complete Fucking Nuts. all of my true friends are CFN. i tried really hard to not be CFN for so long, but now i'm letting it merge...
> > you are kind.
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> thanks, as are you, and empathic, which is twice as good as being kind, so you've got it in spades....back at ya, kid... :)
> i cant paint my nails for shit... it comes out all messy and i cant figure out how to do it w/out getting it on my fingers!the trick is to not put too much paint on the brush, and to slide it on in quick even strokes, then use another nail to clear any mess from your cuticles/ fingerskin. but if you did that, you wouldn't look like a real rockerboy anymore. go messy, it's much more druggy-glam...
> ask yourself who you would want to be... given what you know and what you have learned in life and what you have experienced, (you must trade these things in to be someone else), would you still give it up? i have a feeling that the person you are inside is worth many times more than anyone you might wish to be...
of course i wouldn't want to be anyone other than me, it would just be alot cooler if i could be Princess sar or sar Baez rather than minimum-wage sar, in trouble with the law sar, drinks too much sar, what have you...
> > (i am finally going to listen to radiohead's Kid A tonight.i liked Kid A but OK Computer is still my favorite...will let you know when i listen to Amnesiac...
> as good as i can be for now, im on hiatus from psycho babble for a little while since i will be out of the country (in england)... so until i get done w/ some work duties there i probably wont have net access... hold the fort down and stay out of trouble... stay out of bad neighborhoods, thats good advice as well, be good to yourself and cherish the things that you know about yourself... only you know them so well, and they are something to be proud of...
i hope the hiatus isn't for long! have a grand time in england and write when you can. have stayed out of bad neighborhoods since totalling my car. ma voiture.
yr gypsy cousin,
sar
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