Posted by alexandra_k on October 9, 2013, at 23:18:10
In reply to Re: p-doc said... » Twinleaf, posted by alexandra_k on October 9, 2013, at 16:31:02
well... today was... crappy.
she seemed...
disappointed?
on my take that p-doc read a couple pages of my file and already made up his mind to see his favorite dx before meeting with me...
on my reinteration that a dx label is just a dx label and doesn't help so much... that it supports a bunch of assumptions which might not be so helpful. e.g., how p-doc thought i must have food allergies - and i do not. on how... people see me as not being socially skilled.
that bit a bit, actually.
and so i spent much of the rest of the session ranting on how i actually think a lot of my problem is that other people lack social skills to (for example) back the f*ck off when i'm sending that signal out loud and clear.
at the end she... said something about how we didn't manage to get much done this session...
well...
i guess she has an agenda.
the agenda seems to be that she is currently doing a (slower) dx assessment of me.
of course she is.
she seems UNABLE to relate to me without categorizing me. that would require... flexibility.
she seemed annoyed at my ranting. she was getting this urge for me to stoppit... she didn't quite crack her knuckles but...
she can't handle me. she can't even see that process might actually be the point.
f*ck*ng useless.
i feel sick.
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