Posted by Dewd on December 16, 2009, at 15:40:20
Hey everyone i posted long ago but i suppose im still new here. Ive been seeing a wonderful t for a while now were about the same age so i theres a cool connection. Weve gotten very close and she cares about me so much, it feels so nice since when i was little i would be the kid that got picked on and at home my dad was abusing alcohol and my mom it felt she wasnt there for me only to take her anger out on me at times... I guess i grew to feel inferiour and unlovable i guess. From my perspective shes the most wonderful person in my life, she nurtures me a lot and ive learned to fully trust her and not to pretend to be anyone but myself.
Heres my problem though everyone, my friend has just died that was also her client. i know how she felt because i was the first one to tell her about him, ive gotten depressed and feel like shes so distant emotionally because we also discussed about the boundary of being friends... that although she cannot be my friend, she sees our relationship as special, she kindly tells me that she is there for me and cares. that its my perspective that is not correct ( that although she says she cares just the same as she always has, i interpret what she says through my perspective)and i trust her though and am hangin in theredo you guys ever feel this longing for love, like you wish you could gaze at ur t's smile all day and helps u feel fulfilled?
poster:Dewd
thread:929583
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20091212/msgs/929583.html