Posted by TherapyGirl on December 4, 2009, at 20:53:38
In reply to Re: Ha Ha -- the joke is on me » TherapyGirl, posted by Dinah on December 4, 2009, at 14:40:07
Yep to all of it. I'll try to hang on to the "it's not worth it" part. It's harder some moments than others. Last night was more excruciating by far than the surgery I had 18 months ago.
This is just so alien for her. It couldn't be further away from the way she used to act. It's very, very hard to swallow.
And I'm not enjoying how easy she's making it on herself to leave me. I asked her last night if all the others were fine with her leaving. She said a few were, but others were having a very difficult time with it. I've not generally wanted to ever meet her other clients, but I would dearly love to talk to them now to hear their perceptions of how she's handled this.
Zero response to the voice mail. And that's after the conversation we had after I returned from my 3-week break last summer where I told her how hurtful it was for there to be no response to my messages then. She basically said she didn't know what to say and was trying to give me time. I told her that was not how that works for me -- that my brain will fill in all kinds of reasons for her not responding and that she could at least leave a message for me at the house. She said she didn't think of it, but that was a good idea.
So no message. WTF am I supposed to think about that? Where is my T?????????????????????
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