Posted by mmealltalk on September 26, 2009, at 23:12:39
I couldn't begin to explain all I am experiencing. I am so overwhelmed and depressed and scared and really d/n know what to do with myself. I have a great t who knows and truly to her core understands what I am goimg thru but still I feel like at any given moment I may explode with anger or go to pieces in despair. I have the option of going to a hospital should I feel like I won't make it but going down that route again doesn't please me. I am scared of how horrible I feel and fear doing something impulsive or crazy. I am terrified that these feelings will never end, which of course my t and psymd disagree with but I still feel scared. Thanks for letting me vent.