Posted by skittlespanda on September 9, 2009, at 19:47:53
In reply to Re: Missing T and depressed, posted by emilyp on September 9, 2009, at 15:42:38
Thanks everyone. I guess i will just have to decide if i would rather try to alleviate some pain now or bear through it to hopefully help rid myself of it in the long run.
I think it is more difficult for me because I don't know 100% that i am staying out here (I'm on somewhat of a 3 month trial) and quite frankly, part of me wants to move back so i can go back to my therapist. This wouldn't be the sole reason, but i know it is still not good.I think i will try writing out what i would say because realistically, i don't exactly know what i would say and what i would want her to say. I'm guessing, it would be a bittersweet experience at best. Although, i think i have some small hope in me that by calling her, somehow something will be set up that i can contact her more frequently. I really do just want to update her on my life and just have her provide minimal comfort/encouragement. I'm sure my situation is not helped in that i know no one out here besides the roommate i moved here with who can not comprehend these sorts of issues.
Peddidle-thanks for sharing your similar struggle. I'm not really aware of your situation exactly, but I know i got super upset when my therapist suggested i started seeing someone else who could handle my specific issue at the time, better. In the end it sort of shook me out of the "phase" and thus i didn't need to see someone else.
I hope you gain more peace of mind as the days pass.
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