Posted by obsidian on June 16, 2009, at 11:31:21
In reply to Checking in Sid - How are you? (nm), posted by FindingMyDesire on June 16, 2009, at 1:06:36
awww..thanks for asking :-)
I'm getting better. I did tell T and pdoc because I had an appt with pdoc and I had to call T about scheduling.
there's parts of being disconnected that I like
I feel like I just "floated" through a lot of my day yesterday. I've been in my body, but not completely.
pdoc has been very supportive, kind of like, well, that's not good for you...
T told me that he's going away next week, won't see him this week or next week, just as well, I suppose while I get my head together. I kind of wish he would do something else, now mind you, I don't know what. My reasons for not smoking pot is that I smoke too much of it, don't handle my responsibilities, walk around like a zombie and don't connect in therapy or anywhere else. Is that a good enough reason to stop? I don't know. The truth of course is that it is only up to me.