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Guess I'm posting right now

Posted by FindingMyDesire on May 20, 2009, at 4:25:20

In reply to Just looking for attention, posted by FindingMyDesire on May 20, 2009, at 1:17:45

I guess I'm trying to sooth myself by posting. Even though clearly the rest of the world is sleeping. HAHA. I'm breathing. I'm doing that four second thing. Really.

I just realized that I might be having a bit of a panic attack. Guess what? I have Ativan. Just remembered. Hmm.

I have to teach a class in the morning. In just under 8 hours. Will that be effected if I take one right now? I really want to call her, but I think her phone sends a text message and that could wake her. Plus, she might think I'm in crisis cause I have been earlier this week. I don't want her to worry.

Wait, of course I want her to. I want her to care about me above everything right now. I just don't want to be a burden. And as I say that I realize that I don't really want her to care about me above all else. That would freak me out actually. I need her to care about herself and her kid and all of that first. Cause then she is real and possibly real enough to trust.

What am I saying anyhow?


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