Posted by seldomseen on November 20, 2008, at 18:17:56
In reply to Re: I need someone to talk me out of quitting therapy., posted by Dinah on November 20, 2008, at 16:44:05
Oh, I don't know if I'm mad at him or not.
I'm tired. I'm tired of the therapy and tired of the work.
I'm tired of him just not thinking at all it seems unless I push him into it.
I will also admit that I'm upset over something that one of my friends said. She is a psychiatrist. She said she really liked treating women with post-partum depression because they get better.
Me? I've been going 8 years and still freak out over a locked therapy door.
I've been working on this relationship for 8 years and I still feel very unsure about it.
I've been dreaming again, isolating again and a helpline I have developed most likely completely forgot about me.
All relationships aside, I've paid this man close to $55,000 and he forgets about me.
BTW that's 1/2 a house where I live.
I would like to say something like "oh well, but I'm sure it will be fine"
But I don't feel that way at all. I feel like this is the end - either of my rope or my nerves. It's definately the end of something.