Posted by susan47 on August 28, 2008, at 15:18:01
In reply to Re: The Need to Reveal What Happened » susan47, posted by B2chica on August 28, 2008, at 12:23:24
I try, B2C, I try. I go onto the writing page here on psycho-babble, but quite frankly my dear that just ain't doin' it. So I'm thinking that because the ONLY thing that seems to make me feel relief bright now, is writing, and that this unfinished therapy is what is causing me so much grief right now, and knowing how bad this is for another person that this happened (my ex-T, as well as myself), I need to write about This Particular Thing, this therapy that didn't occur. I want to say therapy that wasn't given, but that wouldn't even be correct as I feel the therapist himself is in trouble and needs therapy. I wonder if he ever got it. I'll bet he's just fine, not even breaking a sweat, not worried at all about what he might be doing to anybody.
This hurts, this hurts so much but not because of what he didn't do, as because of what I did do. Which was vent, and vent, and show in language, in sound and word, how much living I haven't done and need to do.
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