Posted by Happyflower on April 16, 2008, at 17:50:53
In reply to I wanted to go in, he can't see me., posted by seldomseen on April 16, 2008, at 17:31:39
Oh, gosh, I know how much that hurts, needing to see them, but you can't because there isn't an opening. I have been there a lot with my old T, it really enforces that we are not a part of their family because if we were, we wouldn't need an appointment. I hope he put you on the cancellation list at least. It is still early, something might open up.
You did nothing wrong by asking, actually I am proud of you that you did. Maybe you could call him tonight when you are not at work, so you can talk more comfortable with him. He said he would be there for you, even if it means phone calls, and that is better than nothing. Please call him again. I will be in chat tonight, I hope you come on in. This stuff doesn't trigger me, so you can be free to talk about anything if you want.
If you want I can help you carry the load some, I want to be there for you, like you have been for me. I know it seems like he has left, but he really is just keeping his boundaries, and after having a T who didn't keep them, believe me you wouldn't want him to do that. But calling he is allowing, and heck you might get in to see him, so please don't be too hard on him.
But I know when you are hurting so much, you just need him and I get that. But hold on, you can do this, seldom, you are strong, and can be even stronger. What happened is in the past, and you can have power over that now. You are in charge. You are a survivor, you have come through this sh*t, and are a wonderful caring person in spite of it all. Don't let this stuff beat you, okay. You have a good heart, and many love you here, you are not alone. (((((Seldom)))))
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