Posted by rskontos on December 14, 2007, at 15:04:02
the other thing i tried to get therapist to understand is i am either numb with no feelings or i am huge with emotions that choke me
i can not maintain a balance
i feel like i have to have no emotions to get through a day because the emotions choke out everything else
how do you deal with that
i dont keep the emotions they reside in my parts and i don't control them yet and yet i am suppose to be controlling them i don't know how right now
hel* i don't even know all of them
yes we are starting to have conversations but that is only a few
is there anyone else that is like this i feel like a black and while movie
and that is another thing i feel almost separate from my body
i know what it is but what do you do about thati still from crazy or at best spinning out of control in my head
rk
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