Posted by happyflower on October 22, 2007, at 15:17:08
Lia is still is going strong today, it is amazing really. The viewing was planned for tomorrow, well um, little Lia is saying "bite me" to that I guess. lol Sorry had to laugh, it makes my sad heart feel better. I had T today and it was kept light.
My T said some really neat things about me, and I am like I don't even recognize that you are talking about me. lol He says he knows because I didn't get very much valadation when growing up. We talked about how I was stunted in growth. I said yeah, and I am even short too. He said, well at least you are consistant! lol That was funny. But he said we still continue to grow, but I am like in huge growth phase in my life.
We talked a lot about parenting and stuff and
he said something I was a miracle baby (adult)myself. lol The stuff I have endured in childhood, it is like I am 1 in 100 million that I made it to adulthood with my good mental and physical health that I have. I said well I am glad I passed the test, I am not a pyschopath. He said I was an amazing person, a mircle child myself. OMG He he really say that?Then I said how do you really know I am not just making all of this up? He said because I am not that good of an actress. lol He said, I saw your caring heart and your emotions. I said well you got through to me and my emotions that are buried deep like nobody else could. I said you are a mean brute! lol I told him I was trying to make him feel guilty. He said he wasn't feeling guilty, because he knows what he is doing after 40 plus years doing all this sh*t. lol
I was the same weight and length of Lia when I was born. My first name means "warrior," so that explains things I guess.lol It was a good session and I feel like it was a bonding session with him. I guess I needed that to get through this week and next.
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