Posted by emily99 on October 5, 2007, at 9:43:56
In reply to Re: New and my story » emily99, posted by B2chica on October 5, 2007, at 8:42:04
B2c,
It's so interesting to read the dx that the rest of you have had. It also makes me realize that I don't know much about my dx and where to go with it. I'm just beginning down that road of understanding and enlightenment. Hopefully my pdoc will spend a little more time with me next week. My appts are only 20 min. For so many years I've wondered what's "wrong" with me.
The hallucinations scare me. The last one was so real (the handsome guy walking in my bathroom). I've also heard my name being called and loud buzzing sounds. Then there's the bad smells and deformed faces when I look at people. Does anyone else out there have these, too??
I suspect that my problem is biological, since everyone in my family, except for my father and me, have Huntington's Disease. It's a biological brain disorder where the nerve endings die in the brain. Luckily I didn't get that, it's genetic, but now I have bipolar disorder. And I thought I had escaped.
I have 14 chickens and one turkey. Two of the chickens are called "Silkies", and they're just beautiful. Their feathers are more like fur, and they're very tame. My grandmother had chickens, and I remember how much she loved them. I really love mine, too.
I thought I had the book you mentioned, so I'd like to get it. The one I do have, is "Darkness Visible" by William Styron.
Talk to you soon... emily99
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