Posted by LadyBug on September 25, 2007, at 7:42:13
Yup, I'm 50 today! And I get to see my T tonight! My girls won't be home so I went ahead and kept my appointment with her with her knowing it's my BD. She said we could do something fun.........how fun can it be in therapy? I'm glad to get to see her though, my heart is hurting oh so much. With her help I will gain strength to find my way.
As many of you know I left my husband of 23 years 4 weeks ago. It's been harder than I thought it would be, but that's because he has done some very hurtful things. And he's done everything a person could do to hurt me over the years. On Sat. I called him and told him not to pick up our daughter to take her to school anymore because last Tues. when he picked her up he told her to drive (she has her license) because he was drunk! He denied that he was drunk and told me I was taking everything away from him and to leave him the hell alone and he'd find his own way. I said ok,and hung up.My heart is hurting, this man has hurt me more than anyone can ever hurt a person. I'm so glad I have my T to help me through this. We made several phone calls leaving voice mails to each other. She left some very helpful voice mails for me. She said her heart aches for me and if she cold she'd give me a hug. She said she'd be thinking about me and I truely believe she will.
I've been through depression and anxiety, but this is anxiety and a broken heart. I don't love this man the way I used too, but it hurts. Time will heal I suppose. I need my T to help me through this time.
Thanks my Babble friends for being here with me. You all help me more than you know.
LadyBug
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