Posted by 10derheart on July 5, 2007, at 12:53:01
In reply to Re: I hate being angry with my T :-( » 10derheart, posted by Dinah on July 5, 2007, at 8:34:51
I've been back maybe an hour or so. I think I feel peaceful and okay. I think. It's weird, but I need time for it all to process before I'm ever sure how I *am* after a highly charged session.
It was hard to talk about, but not that hard. Practice makes it better, and I practice on this sort of stuff about our relationship an awful lot lately - good and bad. I just can't look at him after I say highly personal and honest things - too self-conscious to look. But then I miss out on any facial expressions, which can help when they are kind... Maybe I ought to work on the looking at him more thing? I think we both worked awfully hard and I wonder if he's as worn out as I am...? Poor T's with more clients all day...can't take a post therapy nap as we often can/do/must ;-)
I'll try to post more about the session later tonight.