Posted by LadyBug on June 23, 2007, at 23:28:27
In reply to WOW Things Can Change Fast..., posted by LadyBug on June 22, 2007, at 21:34:19
I went to my parents house today to start going through things and taking things off the walls etc. Garage sale stuff, garbage and stuff family might want. It's overwhelming to me! They've lived in their home forever and they have everything they've ever owned. You know how older people are. Pack Rats. I sat in the basement with my daughter and cried. I couldn't believe I would want to actually move in there. Even my sister said no one would want to live there the way it looks right now. We are going to hire professional cleaners to come in and wash walls, carpet, paint etc. And if I decide I don't want it after that, I guess we'll sell it and I might could take my share of the money to buy something. OH, I'm depressed tonight. I don't want to move. I need to leave my marriage, there's no doubt there, but I like the town where I live.
I get to see my T on Tues. and Thurs. next week and then she's gone out of the country for a month. Wow, this is hard. I have mixed feelings right now. If I were rich and could buy all new furniture that'd be nice. But I'm not. Change is hard and I suffer from separation anxiety. Moving triggers that for me big time. A grown woman crying cause I don't want to move from my comfort zone...........and a divorce isn't the way I wanted my life to turn out. I'm sad. Maybe it will pass.........
LadyBug
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