Posted by LlurpsieNoodle on May 22, 2007, at 9:44:16
In reply to Re: Anxiety out of control... » LlurpsieNoodle, posted by muffled on May 21, 2007, at 23:54:51
> and because I love to live off of the stress, thinking that it makes me more productive. Well, it does, to a certain extent and then it just makes me shut down. out of order.
>
> **For this person here.
> I agree. Dunno what to do w/o stress. We shrivell, become confused.
> We live in fear so long.
> Confusion so long.
> Dunno what to do w/o that edge.
> We stop.
> No edge, we stop.
> Consume massive amts of caffeine to find the egde when its gone.yep that's me. coffee or sleepiness. sleepiness is very dangerous feeling. hence my reluctance to take klonopin.
> What to do when you not spending everysecond vigilant and on patrol?
> What to do when mebbe you feel safe awhile?
> Don't understand this.Haven't felt safe for a while. I don't know the answer to this quesion.
> Where is the danger?
> Danger gone away.
> We safe.
> Dunno how to be safe.
> Dunno how to be free.i think you get it, muffled.
> We got lost somewhere along the way.
> Now we scared, we sad, we confused.
> Cuz we dunno which way to turn.
> We held everything back so long.
> So much control.
> Always control.Control is key. repressing those overwhelming feelings is key. because the overwhelming feelings threaten to deestroy all we have worked for.
> How to be free?
> Will we ever be free?
> Lost.
> Hope you and us find our way LLurpy.
>I hope so too. Just wanted to say that this post meant a lot to me. it makes a lot of sense. Thank you,
Ll
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