Posted by gazo on May 9, 2007, at 10:35:28
In reply to Re: ***suicide triggers*** » gazo, posted by sunnydays on May 9, 2007, at 8:43:22
i'd feel like i was asking for special treatment somehow and i can't do that. i have real issues with asking for anything.. i'd feel like i was putting him in a bad position. i wouldn't be hurt if he said no, but i'd feel awkward and if i could find a way to keep seeing him that would taint it for me.
i wouldn't tell him in the last session, if it is the last one, either. He wouldn't know until he realized at some point that he hadn't seen me in a while. He hasn't known me that long, i doubt he'd notice right away or anything.
i am fighting to find ways to keep seeing him, even if it is only every so often. i know i couldn't get much serious work done that way but i'd feel like i had an anchor.
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