Posted by jammerlich on May 7, 2007, at 16:35:56
In reply to Re: Crying » jammerlich, posted by scratchpad on May 7, 2007, at 14:00:39
I'm with you when it comes to not quite believing that tears are healing (ranks right up there with, "Everything happens for a reason," if you ask me). They just make my face blotchy and my eyes burn. Not to mention the fact that they feel dangerous.
I like what you said about representing wounds that haven't healed. That feels so true. And I guess it's not the tears I hate as much as the internal pain that seems to come along with them. That feeling of utter alone-ness. At least, that's what it is for me. And it's that feeling that lets me know they have nothing to do with the stupid carpet cleaners.
But I do, I feel completely alone. And I don't mean that as a slap in the face to my babble friends. Babble has certainly been a lifesaver. It's just not the same as someone you can call at night, who will talk to you for as long as you need or who will come and just sit with you if that's what would help.
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