Posted by muffled on May 5, 2007, at 10:18:57
In reply to this T attachment thing SUCKS**rant**, posted by muffled on May 5, 2007, at 10:13:29
I can't live up to expectations of this unconditional acceptance.
The truth will out.
I a freak and T will not like me.
Or what if T too good to be true.
Mebbe she not nice.
Maybe SHE do bad things?
Maybe I just WANT her to be nice, so I make it so in my head?
I dunno whats true or not.
T is based on so much thats fake.
Fake relationship, fake acceptance.
Fake, fake, fake.
WHAT am I doing?
I CAN'T say stuff to T, she say I do good, proly cuz I say some stuff. But I SHOULDN'T say stuff, cuz I am NOT safe, she CANNOT protect me. WHERE is she NOW?????????????? GONE. I am on my own. SAfe space my *SS.
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