Posted by LittleGirlLost on April 14, 2007, at 19:19:33
It's me again; I tend to pop in from time to time.
In a nutshell, I'm just having a rough time with... transference (I guess). I mean with all the books I've read, and therapy I've had, this is still such an issue. Some weeks are harder than others, but it's never really gotten better. Since seeing T Thursday night, I've been pretty much incapacitated by the feelings... Feeling so little and just wanting to cry until I can see her again. I feel so ridiculous even having these feelings!
I don't know what else to do. I've already called her, but then I even started feeling the younger part taking over, so I actually feel like I got jipped out of the phone call! (She was so understanding and sweet though.) But what can I do to help myself? And why isn't this aspect getting better?
(And why do I feel like I know these answers intellectually, but emotionally it's killing me?)lgl
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