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Thank U 2 EVERYONE... 4 givin ur reasons 4 loving!

Posted by Scentedgarden on April 9, 2007, at 11:26:14

In reply to Re: Thanks but pls dont be sad for me...It's kool okay » pegasus, posted by sunnydays on April 9, 2007, at 8:33:28

Just like to express my gratefullness to everyone for their help, for their sharing , and especially for their caring enought to say something back to me when i asked the question..."what's the point"? I have been blown away by all the replies...and i just want you to know i appreciate YOU everyone..!

Maybe i have some anger towards the impossible situation of never being able to go home with my therpaist and have her tuck me into bed, or to be my mummy forever in real life... or anyhting erotic, as i had those feelings too...( i know some people dont feel that way but i do, as im what you might call highly ,sexually charged lol...and im and adult, and my therapist is stunning from the inside out) - BY the way im still seeing my therapist, and i'm still working through the end... I have huge gaps between appointments as she is weaning me away from her! I mean HUGE gaps... but she is still my therapist..! And will be until the close of 2007. But its a case of 5 appointments over the course of the year which is very few compared to once a week which we had for 2 yrs.. anyway thats my problem and not anyone's here... It is a bitter sweet... time for Scentedgarden... big sighs

Im sorry (i know i said i wouldnt say sorry again) but im sorry i have not expressed this very well... I have not been able to show what i wanted to show you...But those of you who do know me a little better than most on here will know that i love my therapist and i know she probably does loves me in a therapist loving way... I just hate the pain...and the hurt involved. Im sorry if i made everyone feel tired by this... (crying now) cause im fragile and feel vulnerable sometimes on here, trying to say something that is a little deeper than usual on the board. But it is a complex arrangment, therapy, ...and I only wanted to help people think about what the point was and share it with me... so i could learn from you guys... and hopefully someone could give me some insight and help me to keep on walking through this difficult phase and out the other side...the other side of loving someone more than you've ever loved another human being before...and i did love very intensely before i met my therpaist i was in love with the same man for 17 years... so I do what it is to love, but what happened with my T became something i was completely unprepared for. And, oh anyway it's not important... I just want you all to know i say THANKS!!! THANKS TO YOU for sharing with me and caring enough to reply..I hope you all feel less tired today...and enjoy the day relaxing and being good and kind to yourselves... I will be busy for the next few days but i will check in to see if anyone has replied to this..!!!!

God bless you this easter bank holiday..!
Respectfully,
Scentedgarden


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