Posted by scentedgarden on February 22, 2007, at 12:49:54
Anyone who knows my posts over the last year knows my story... anyway things have gotten worse..! She (my t) has slammed all doors shut in my face... I have discussed it with one of my lawyers, and I may be about to raise a huge civil court action against her for professional mis management of my termination... gross mis conduct...resulting in hurt and damaging me emotionally...I was so vulnerable with her, and she has cut me off abruptly...and dropped me like a hot potatoe.. its a long boring story...and not one that im pleased to tell!!!
i wasnt sexually abused or anything like that..but boundaries may well ahve been crossed on her part... then when she decided to suddenly reinstate those boundaries , i was left high and dry... now things have gotten out of hand..!((Im so sad , AS IM HURT SO BADLY BY THE PERSON WHO HELPED ME SO MUCH... I dont want to raise a court action against her, but it feels as though she is leaving me no choice! As i will not roll over and let her hurt me this much and let her away with it..! )))She has made her choice to blank me now, and turn her back on me...so in some ways she has chosen my next move, as i'M NOT THE TYPE TO LET HER DO IT AND NOT STAND UP TO HER... If forces into a corner i will not lay down..i will come out fighting... and she will get a lot of hurt in return...as nobody gets to become closer to me than anyone in my entire life ..and then drop me suddenly and get a way with it... I hate myself for thinking anf feeling this way..but her actions against me have left me little choice..
I spoke to my lawyer today, and he said i should have a case...we will discuss it further on Monday...I cnt eat, and im extremely distraught... She was so good to me, and then expected to drop me and I'd say nothing..! How could she think that is okay? How could she hurt me so much AND not seem to care..! refuses to call...when she always used to call..!! telling her secretary im not allowed to call ..yet the letters i get fro her say if there's any problem, call me at this number...then i call the number and im told im not allowed to call there anymore...
I'm sorry this has happened and i honestly cant believe it... that i have actually discussed taking this psychologist to civil court for hurt and damages emotionally to my mental and emotional well being.. i dont care about money..i just dont want her to get away with this --- if she wasnt prepared to call me now, she should never have started calling in the first place..!***I'm mixed up, as i love her on one hand...and hate ghe hurt inside me she is producing on the other hand..i cry and cry... with nothing else but this mainly on my mind..i know thats bad, but thats just whats happened, and i cannot believe it has almost come to this..all because she stopped all contact with me directly between sessions... and expected me to agree..! ****i dont care even if i win the case i just want to cause her some hurt as she has dished out to me...i have told her over and over that she is hurting me since last appt , and ive been ignored..i feel like the woman in the movie 'fatal attraction' who says to michael douglas.,." I won't be ignored Dan" !!!!!!! thats scary to me as im a reasonable person...so my advice to anyone in love with their therapist...stop it now...drop the fantasy, and dont get yourself too involved...i dont mean sexually or physically , but in your mind...!! and in your emotions..remember they are just at their work...doing a job, you are not their world, you dont even come close!!...**i've fecked up ...plz save yourself lots of heartache and keep it strctly professional, if you possibly can...as fantasy can become a nightmare...as you can see it has become for me..***I love this woman, but its all fecked up now...!(((anyone got any similar experiences???
anyone got anything to say??))))Hope to hear from you soon....*sg*
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thread:735104
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