Posted by Gee on February 6, 2007, at 10:18:15
I just need someplace to write down my thoughts...
My diagnosis and all that has changed in the past year from anxiety depression to ADD, and so have my meds. I just stopped taking effexor (hasn't been so fun to get off of... let's just hope today's better than yesterday, it's all I can do), partly because I'm not it's doing anything anymore after 3 years, and partly because I want to see if I can do it on my own. Since I started taking it, a lot has changed. I've physically moved away from so many of the bad influces, and I've also become a much stronger person.
Anyways, my T and I see each other when I'm home, and otherwise we communicate through e-mail. She wanted to know how I did on my last tests, and I didn't do well at all. So I e-mailed her and told her, and I was upset when I e-mailed her. She doesn't always check her e-mail regulary so it can be a week or more before she checks. Yesterday I emailed her again with more marks, I did well, and she e-mailed me back, replying to the first e-mail saying she was worried, and then replied to the second email a bit later saying she was glad that I did better, but that she's still worried about my moods and all that.
Now, I would say that my moods have been all over the place in the last little bit.
Maybe she's just being a good T/friend and looking out for me, and I know that if she thinks I'm not okay, then she'll push for me to go back on meds, and possibly find extra support here.
I see her in two weeks or so, so now it's just reassuring her I'm okay until I can show her I'm okay.
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